-Let’s take it slow and go with the flow.
Now when it comes to The Law of Attraction I never gave much thought about it outside of being nice and considerate to others in hopes of receiving that in return. “The Golden rule of treat others how you want to be treat.” Alright, got it, good.
After some reflecting I realize that I functioned on this same principle without truly realizing it at my last place of employment.Unfortunately for me I was not operating on a very positive quality.
That being the oh so tiny monkey on my back……
Insecurity.
Insecurity . ……..the old foundation rocking, core shattering, if doubt was a dagger I would be dead.
Yes I hate to admit but for some reason my insecurities seems to attract the insecurities of others. Now I find this a bit strange and somewhat unfathomable, but I seem to find no other explanation for thesending 3 particular situations I have encountered this past year.Starting with predicament 0ne.
My last job I worked as a preschool teacher yeah I know yikes…….right,no I promise you it has its rewards and at the end of it all the children are precious. Often what comes with this job is the occasional troublesome child.For the first few weeks of school me and the other teachers work with him, continously have meetings with the parents,directors, and specialist, and even went as far as putting me as his personal shadow to curb any potential conflicts. Despite all of this I still found some place in my heart in feeling attachment for this child and his heartfelt smile. One day I observe my boss bring over another teacher to interact with him I found this strange so I asked very curiously did this mean he would be transferring out of my class, which eventually he was.I was disappointed with this, but if it helped him I was all for it. Here’s were the problem occurred, later my boss informs me that this question upset her and she felt that I was happy or relieved he was going to be another teachers problem.Of course this completely throws me because I felt nothing but the opposite, but aside from this I discovered after some reflecting there was most likely a deeper issue in that asking this question my boss felt disrespected and felt her decisions were being questioned. Of course this was never brought to my attention and maybe im making this more than what it was (hey it’s kinda what i do) therefore I eventually let it go and I presumed she did as well fortunate for us our working relationship did not seem to take on any significant damage which in hindsight I am very grateful for. Unfortunately this story does not end, and neither does the attraction of insecurities in fact they follow me to a new position,new site and new coworkers.
-Let’s hope to get what the universe offers .
My Green Ribbon 