Were are slowly rolling past the holidays and ad much as I love this time of the year which is filled with good food,family and friends it seems I wish for them to roll along a bit faster. Now of course this is very much not me especially this time of year.I also must concluded that this is contributed due to my green satin condition, not only have I lost holiday spirit but the happiness spirit and as of now I’m desperately trying to hold on to my contentment spirit.
If I had the option for my own “Christmas carol” I probably wait up for the spirits with tea and cookies instead of shooing them away,but I am left to deal with myself and my own devices.And to an extent it’s expected given the whole winter months thing and lack of sunlight. I am just in one of those moods where I want to enjoy all that’s around me so bad and just can’t seem too. And God knows I do what I can to pull myself out had some good food did a little after Christmas retail therapy, I’m afraid only temporary fixes.It seems that sometimes the best solution to my problem is just simple patience….
Darn why does it have to be a virtue.It really starting to suck.Oh well guess good things come to those who wait. For any out there reading any suggestions on the waiting to I’m all eyes.

